Leaving the country in a week

You would think I’m excited and filled with jitters

Instead I feel down and indifferent

My old routines no longer feel the same


I take the GRE in three days and I’m no where near where I wanted to be

Years of school and I feel stupid, useless

London vibes blown by an entrance exam that controls my future

Where I go and who I become

The pace at which at move

Stay Positive

I try but its all to much, I can help to  think what happens when I fail